Because here is Buck, standing there with his hands grasping the edges of the counter in a death grip and head dropped to his chest. Yea, that would be stupid. Episode: s04e04 9-1-1 What's Your Grievance? He thinks he didnt want to die without finding it, but life has given him a lot of chances already. A car accident leaves Eddie without ten years of memories. Only that the captain lost 2 of his 3 children. Sometimes an apology is not enough. Blackouts arent exactly an everyday occurrence, but theyre not unheard of. Traitorously and because Buck was a glutton for punishment, his eyes slid up from his phone and scanned the bay until he spotted Eddie jumping out of the ambulance with the fluid ease of someone getting comfortable in his surroundings. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. Distantly, he thinks the answer feels within his reach, the one he knows will let him stay, but the lines of it are blurry and he cant really see it, cant really figure out what it is trying to say to him. Everything that leads up to the terrifying day and what happens all the while Olivia and Elliot try to find their daughter. Every time he said it made Eddie believe him less and less. One Saturday changed everything. Because for all the personal growth and maturity he had acquired during the past three years since starting at the 118, the ignored and abandoned child in him couldn't live with going through the same experience--the same pain --again. I was just checking if youre ready Eddie says faintly, trailing off as his eyes track the path of the lightning seared across Bucks skin. "Uh can I ask you something?" When Buck is hurt on the job in 2022, he gets temporary amnesia, believing himself to be back in 2018 shortly after the earthquake call. He loved being able to send polaroids home to his dads.". Their faces met, just inches apart, Eddie refraining from doing anything he might regret, like kissing Buck. Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. Part 3 of BuckTaylor Week; "Hey, hey - I've got you." He has nothing left to give. Suicidal Thoughts. He was met with the most lovesick look on the other his face. Buck has problems with his team after the lawsuit. Work Search: Yet there are still things they don't know. Buckley just keeps to himself and makes no attempts to engage with the rest of Firehouse 51 or any Firehouse he floats at. Has he left the station in two days?, Bobby blew out a breath of air and shook his head. While Josie is sleeping, a week after they had been at camp, a young man, supposedly a camp counselor, came into Josies room while she was sleeping, unknown to anyone else. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Sensory Deprivation. From where he sat Buck felt his heart give a painful, almighty lurch because Eddie yelling at him or ignoring him was okay, Buck could deal with it. Eddie moves to LA after divorcing his wife. It's 11 h 30 pm and he's still up, playing a gameboard with Christopher. I will, she seems to catch on to what is on his mind, snuggling into his side, Ill have Grant, and always report in with the station, and I promise I wont go into any serial killer attics. Theres a tease in the voice, Buck sighs slightly, a huff of a laugh at the end. Because here is Buck, standing there with his hands grasping the edges of the counter in a death grip and head dropped to his chest. THIS IS 95% WRITTEN. They are surprised that he is back in town and is with the LAFD.They are even more surprised when they learn he is a single father. 911 fanfiction buck ignored He's spent the last few years learning how to trust himself and others again, will a couple of chance encounters with those he used to call family change all that? Hes always up for a good joke, even at his own expense, if its not mean or hurtful. But the moment hes inside, Eddie stops dead on his feet and its like a cold rush of air making his hair stand on end, sending shivers down his spine. If Buck weren't so tired, he might have teared up a little when he imagined the worried look in his big sister's eyes. But, he thinks he's scared to get better, too. On the edge of breaking down Buck cant sleep and Eddie sees. I would have understood.__________________________Buck and Eddie help Maddie move into her new apartment, Eddie gets petty with Taylor Kelly after she flirts with Buck and Eddie tries to cook for Buck. He tells no one. Buck would do anything to protect the people he loves, even reopen old scars that he thought were sealed forever. In the aftermath of the shooting, Buck visits Bobby in the hospital, and they have a long-overdue conversation. After all they've been through together, the members of the 118 can definitely call themselves a family. this is the story from the nurse, the morning after his plan failed. tip: hetalia f/f sort:kudos. Badly injured, he waits for his team. He turned around, making his way back to the truck when he saw Buck falter in step. He is attacked and abused by three men. Buck left the 118 six years ago and he only kept in touch with Chris. Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Abandonment Issues, Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings. There was something holy about it, as though he were a fallen angel, a sacrifice to the gods and his only saving grace, his only hope at survival being Eddie.He began to run, regardless of the danger that he was putting himself in because his mind only had one thought and one thought only.Buck. But to answer your question, there's nothing that has me anxious or worried, everything is fine.. And today is one of those rare occasions. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Feeling like he had no other choice, Buck took the money and decided to start over. Why does the word Family cause a visceral reaction? Maybe the umpteenth time's the charm. He's literally trying to hold onto air. His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. Buck lost his virginity when he was fourteen years old and his girlfriend was about to move away. Buck pushed the plane past Mach 1 and was rounding on Mach 1.5, enjoying the roar of the engine and the steady vibration of the plane under him. Eddie why Bucks still laughing and trying to catch his breath but he continues. At the time, it felt like a sign, like destiny when they woke up the next morning hungover and to a snow-covered outside. Evan "Buck" Buckley is a single dad to a beautiful 18-month-old girl and a firefighter at station 76. Everywhere he has gone, he's been chased or thrown out for being himself with his dragon. He never wanted it to happen to him, and then he met Eddie Diaz. Content warnings: lightning, emergency, cardiac arrest, pain, lightning strike, electrocution, contact injury, side flash, blast injury, heights, hospitals, passing out, loss of consciousness, panic attacks, anxiety, description of anxiety and panic, manipulation, threats of using a child to gain compliance but not in a violent or hostile way (just them using Christopher to get Buck and Eddie to not be dumb but still deserves a warning because that is kind of a sketchy manipulation tactic). When Buck still didnt say anything, Eddie prodded a little more. But sometimes even he reaches his limits. "'Just keep swimming,' Chris mouthed along with Dory, and Buck felt such a surge of affection that he couldn't help striding across the room to sit beside the kid, bumping their shoulders together. Im so proud of you! Hes always believed strange things occur on a full moon but so far nothing particularly odd has happened to him, he just cant sleep. Buck could see his own body lay in the balance between the ladder and the surface, unresponsive. What if Maddie hadn't made it to L.A?What if Eddie hadn't survived? Unable to help himself, Buck starts moving, maneuvering around the people that are still standing there and watching what is happening with the patient. "Sir, please just-" Bucks head was low, eyes trained on the ground, shoulders pulling upwards as he cowered away from the man. Through pure adrenaline he was scaling the ladder, acutely aware that he was screamingvoice cracking through the thunder begging Buck to be okay and to just hold on. (Or, post s05e06, Buck needs to see Eddie and Chris. I just worry, I want you to be safe, but I want you to be great too.. They are surprised to find out that Buck has moved on and no one knows where he is. Inevitable that hes feeling Bobbys hands grip against his turnout, still askew and half-off where Chimney once was, hands running up his chest while he checked for injuries. Shed wanted to scream, but hed covered her mouth so she couldnt scream. So Bobby lets the silence stretch and settle, with little more than the steady whirring and beeping of the hospital machines at his side to encroach on the quiet. 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He never saw her again after that, and he's never gathered the courage to look her up and find out which path she took. Bobby Nash. tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), Hed hit the ground, wind knocked out of him, but it didnt matter because Buck was stranded, suspended in the air as a perfect, unmoving target for the next strike. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply". They were best friends, partners, lovers. - Pero respondiendo a tu pregunta, no hay nada que me tenga ansioso o preocupado, todo est bien. It's not about apologize and everything is good again. after the lawsuit, buck is still shunned by the 118. he doesn't show it to them but it affects him so much he tries to take his own life. Only a small drop spilled the glass he was trying to hold, drowning him.Maybe it's time to stop fighting the water. Buckley-Diaz Family (9-1-1 TV) Christopher Diaz Has Two Dads Christopher Diaz is a National Treasure POV Alternating Fluff and Smut Bottom Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Angst with a Happy Ending In which Buck and Eddie are trying out a friends-with-benefits thing (that's rapidly turning into more) when the world comes crashing down on them. He was powerless against the Diaz boys and wanted nothing more than to be swept up in their everything. It was just a normal shift, a normal day, until he noticed an unfamiliar Floater walk out of the Firehouse. Please consider turning it on! He knows that his captain has a sad past that no one talks about. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. AU. He is attacked and abused by three men. And all Eddie wanted was to keep him to himself. O, Buck tiene problemas para dormir por dos semanas, afortunadamente Eddie est con l para ayudarlo. After the lawsuit, the team doesn't realize how badly Buck is doing. What will happen when Chris shows up on his doorsteps one day and asks him to come back? I will be uploading every week. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. Will he get them to safety before blood-thinner boy bleeds out? Thats just so He lets out a strangled laugh. I am horrible at summaries, but basically, two idiots who are in love and don't know how to communicate who break up and then get back together after successfully talking. Buck couldnt be blamed for falling in love with his neighbour. Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply". We could stop somewhere before we head back to the station or I could. Buck leaves LA after the lawsuit.Over a year later, the 118 meets him on a call. You could have woken me up and felt very guilty afterwards.. English is not my first language, I apologize for any mistake. Chim can't get a song out of his head, blames Buck and realizes Eddie's further down the road to happiness than he thought. Please consider turning it on! - Hay algo preocupndote? The 118 looks at him in confusion. After meeting with the lawyer and his team, Buck is distraught. Buck pushed the plane past Mach 1 and was rounding on Mach 1.5, enjoying the roar of the engine and the steady vibration of the plane under him. Buck wasnt the mother of his kid, or his army buddies that hed fought in battle with. Buck is kidnapped and put in a white room. After meeting with the lawyer and his team, Buck is distraught. Eddie Diaz was jealous, Buck was way too popular not only with women but with everyone. Pairing: Kelly/Buck Post 911 lawsuit Language: English Words: 149,601 Chapters: He can be excused for forgetting his contacts. Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? Before Eddie knew what was happening, Buck twisted him around, dropping down low and extending a hand up to him. I also made him take a nap which is probably the only reason hes sleeping right now. About the fact that he needs to take better care of himself or the fact, youre in love with him. Yea, that would be stupid. When everything is settled and he is about to start a new job outside of LA, he meets the cute teacher Eddie and his son Chris. box of lies online generator 911 fanfiction buck ignored. Or: a self-indulgent Buck and Chris napping together fic. Always alone. He wants to go to bed, until the tv turns on and he immediately hears his girlfriends voice. Tagged as Buddie because chances are, it'll happen eventually.Tagged as Minor Character Death because they're first responders not super-heros. Only a small drop spilled the glass he was trying to hold, drowning him.Maybe it's time to stop fighting the water. Everyone left him, it was his turn this time. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Eddie joins the 118. He wants to drift away, but there is a weight holding his hand, and it anchors him still. Eddie thinks his boys are safe, but is soon to discover the complete opposite. And then he's standing right in front of Eddie. Ritter Gallo and Buck friendship-- Casey is going to need something strong. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Eddie laughs too because he knows he should have just admitted the fact that he cant cook to Buck the last time he was there when they were reviewing Eddies VA paperwork. Buck-switched it?, Bobby nodded. It's a more emotional process than Eddie had expected. But, he thinks he's scared to get better, too. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. The aftermath is heavy. aka Buck and Eddie handle working a shift after their first scene. It makes Bucks fingers itch with the urge to reach out and touch him. He could have lost both of his boys today and yet here they are right in front of him. Ch 1: Eddie's POV of the Lightning Strike and aftermath.Ch 2: Bobby's POVCh 3: Buck's POV, Pre-6b Speculative Fic.So spoilers of sorts if you haven't seen the promos/clips. Maybe she knew before he did that he'd get the urge to do something like this. Something is definitely wrong, and Eddie is scared shitless. Buck's in the hospital, Eddie left with his bloodstained clothes, again. After the lawsuit things get worse for Buck. Please consider turning it on! Bobby considers asking Buck again how hes really doingthe bags under his eyes telling a different story to the one coming out of his mouthbut he learnt a long time ago that the best tactic when it came to Evan Buckley was to wait him out. Buck his head sprung up, and he looked right into Eddies eyes, he studied his face looking for anything, anything that could display his feelings. But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. Music made him feel complete. About which thing? Eddie gave Bobby a look and Bobby gave a look right back. He tells no one. Still nothing. Eddie knew he was pushing, but only a tinge; he wanted Buck to know he was there for him, always. You promised me, Eddie. "Hey," Eddie says, and Buck wonders if he's imagining that Eddie's voice is deeper than before. Athena joins Buck on a journey where he learns to put himself first. "Look, I tried to be careful, I tried to keep myself safe-". Buck's new colleague is an alpha and he hates him. Just a cold.. He forgets meeting Buck, falling in love, getting married, and bringing two more kids into their life. It doesnt so much surprise him that he felt this way, rather that he didnt feel as strongly as this before. Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz. He pops his head up, a smile growing across his face when he sees Taylor on the screen. You should talk to him. He muttered as more of an afterthought. When he got there he fell in love with his daughter and had all rights to her signed over to him. He gestures helplessly at the mirror. When the day started, Kelly didn't put much thought into it. cause a lot of people write it the other way around and i need to even the scales, Eddie is surprisingly emotionally vulnerable in this one, mostly mentioned or make a brief appearance. Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? You dont deserve him, Eddie says. Or, Buck wakes up at 4 am for two weeks and feels like he's losing his mind. Buck suddenly came up behind him then, leaning so they were pressed back-to-back, Buck moving his shoulders from side to side. Buck had brought an old polaroid with him in the plane, the one his dad had given him when he went off to basic flight training. Hes shocked at the things he sees because all of the ingredients are sitting on the kitchen table and Eddies just looking at them like he doesnt know what to do first. Just you.. 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But moving on doesn't mean forgetting, and even when you make the best attempt to rebuild your life, the past will always catch up with you. Buck gets burned at work and worries that he's blown his shot with Eddie when he runs late to meet his friends. Even though he was shorter and less broad than Buck, Eddie had a way of making him feel small. He's scared to die, that much he knows. Buck has gone through extensive therapy to be in the place that he is currently. Bobby may have given you a great recommendation but you earned this promotion because you did the work.. - Cmo sabes que no me haba quedado dormido? He knew that after the lawsuit he was not going to be easy, but he was drowning more and more. What will their lives be like? Buck is kidnapped and put in a white room. I know it took a long time but here is your fic ;)). He has been hiding his dragon's existence since he joined the 118. You promised that you wouldnt leave Buck. Hen said and he sighed deeply, turning slowly to face her. this is basically a collection of shorts and what if's that have been on my mind for a while. Hed taken a few pictures during his time in the Navy, mostly of Bradley or the sky. It doesnt so much surprise him that he felt this way, rather that he didnt feel as strongly as this before. Then one Saturday became important. Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Eddie Diaz & Shannon Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Ana Flores (9-1-1 TV) Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) Maddie Buckley. And it won't be easy to see the once so cheerful firefighter carefree again. Everywhere he has gone, he's been chased or thrown out for being himself with his dragon. He steps into the room and gently closes the door behind him. Who is this man? suddenly evan buckley feels like maybe he has a fighting chance. "What, uhm, what are you doing in LA?". Buck thought that Eddie felt the same, that their feelings of more than just being platonic best friends was mutual. A Navy Seal who was injured on the tour. But now it all seems like one huge mountain thats insurmountable. Eddie his fingers were making soothing movements on Buck his cheeks, after a while, he cleared his throat. The darkness of the city, even with lights and people and voices all around him, feels oppressive in a way he cannot put a name to. Taylor ''catches'' Buck and Eddie sleeping together. . Its been two hours since his last drink. 'YouI can't believe you kept all these,' he breathed when he could speak, staring at picture upon picture that Chris had drawn over the years, showing a steady progression from when he was seven until now.". Hi honey, He breathes out happily as he drops his head back down. Buck remembers his first New Years kiss, crowded up against the wall of an alley in New York with his best friend of two years pushing him back. Why didn't you tell me you were hurting this bad?, Buck closed his eyes, you don't tell people you're not okay, he said. Buck was silent the whole way back to the station. He knows, logically, that he is worth something. A Tortured Musician Buck story. Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. Bucks hit by lightning and Eddies has no choice but to wait for him to wake up. Then he puts his eyes back on the road and hits the gas pedal.________________________. Buck's quiet voice cracks as he speaks. He no longer feels like he belongs. You never have, and you never will.. Work Search: buck is tired and it's eddie's first day back. Buck is about to reach his. No, Buck waswell he was everything. self-soothing Embarrassment Buck secretly sucks his thumbs sometimes and Eddie accidentally sees him doing it Emotional Hurt/Comfort Fluff and Humor Misunderstandings Pacifiers Light Angst Eddie Diaz Needs to Use Actual Words (9-1-1 TV) They've been sharing a bed most nights now, and Eddie wakes one morning to find Buck sucking his thumb. Past Evan "Buck" Buckley/Ali Martin - Freeform, Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Abandonment Issues, Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents, It only falls into place when you're falling to pieces, Evan "Buck" Buckley Acting as Christopher Diaz's Parental Figure, Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafs, Eddie Diaz and Evan "Buck" Buckley are neighbours, Evan "Buck" Buckley and Eddie Diaz Are In Love, Evan Buck Buckley and Eddie Diaz are Christophers Dads. Or, the soft clothes sharing fic that turned a little angsty because these boys are idiots. His eyes are screwed shut, and he is grinding his teeth so tight that they will break. Just fluffy talk, soothing words, comforting Buck with soft praise! Buck has never been scared of the dark before, but this feels different, somehow. Theyre staring at each other while theyre still sitting at the red light but the light turns green without Buck noticing it and the car horn the motorist blows from behind them gets his attention. His team finally realizes how much Buck has changed. - Los dos ren y Eddie parece estar pensando en que decirle, no quiere preocupar a su novio. Buck gets up and walks into the kitchen. Since your leg got crushed, Eddie supplied, finally filling in the dots. Or can his new and old life blend seamlessly into something better? He was looking for an answer, hes pretty sure - the answer, whatever that means. Chimney is long gone, sprinting to where Hen cries out, the panic in her voice palpable and Eddie only has one functioning ear at the moment. What happens when Eddie notices something? Buck thought that Eddie felt the same, that their feelings of more than just being platonic best friends was mutual. I'm yours, you know I'm yours, and fuckthat sounded so good to finally let out, I love you, not anyone else. Buck and Eddie have reached a tipping point, and realize they need each other more than they thought. Theyve been through a few before. Delirious almost as he stumbles to the couches where Eddie has settled down. Yea, that would be stupid. But the way Eddie and Chris just waltzed into his life and acted like they belonged there . (By special request. Maybe he did mess up, but the 118 have proven that they're not the family he thought they were, and he's had enough therapy (Thanks, Maddie) to recognise that he doesn't deserve to live the rest of his life like this. He is stupid with exhaustion. A fill for the fic_promptly prompt: Author's choice, author's choice, four seasons in one day. Whats so special about tonight?, Eddie blinked, Um- Its Chris science fair. He looked out the window and over at the people talking by the kitchen. I was just checking if youre ready Eddie says faintly, trailing off as his eyes track the path of the lightning seared across Bucks skin. New reworked version hopefully with less mistakes. He knows that his childhood was not normal, by any means. But he couldnt help but feel like something was missing. Buck and Eddie have both experienced traumatic things. Loved, protected, warm. Please give me another chance? But Buck is too sick to find his way back alone. I know, he mumbles, letting his eyes close, but, we do good, you do good, Eds.. Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. Why is he on edge all the time? In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. But he only takes advantage of Buck.Months later he finds out that he is pregnant.He has to cope with many problems. Perfect. Buck loved Eddie's hugs. Maybe he did mess up, but the 118 have proven that they're not the family he thought they were, and he's had enough therapy (Thanks, Maddie) to recognise that he doesn't deserve to live the rest of his life like this.

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